so blessed

I am so blessed with the people in my life right now. I have met the best friend i have always been looking for. without knowing it was going to happen we have connected on a very intellectual and intelligent level. her whole family just invites you in as if you were one of their own. they're so much alike but you love them for what makes them... well them. i have found out the hard way that true and great friends are hard to come by and even harder to keep. i have been so blessed to find this family who sees me for me and believes in me. god had a great plan for bringing us together. my spirits are always higher when i get my "Sheri time" she is the one person (other than matty) that i can turn to and vent or whatever need be that i know will take it open heartedly and not judge but give me the best advice she can. her husband is quite, sweet and very nice to talk to. her kids only 10 and 11, i can have an actual conversation with and like it. i love them. and i hope more people and experience the love and friendship i am so grateful to share with the carver family.

putting everything together again

Now that matthew is working we figured we could get a place and finally get our family put back together. obviously we were wrong. we're both working and with christmas and both girls' bdays on the way our budgets are as tight as ever. i guess we're being kinda picky when it comes to getting a house but ugh. matthew and i have been discussing moving back to pocatello to be closer to my family. it's cheaper and away from the small town drama. i'm ready for a change and staying here is not the right answer. when matthew joins the army they've offered and additional 20,000 signing bonus if we get stationed in hawaii on top of the already 20,000 he'll be getting. idk what to think about that but i guess we're thinking about it. haha guess our lives will be changing ALOT in the next few years.